Nothing

exam finish...

holidays came...

here come the relaxing part...

the playing non-stop part...

yay~

college life~university life~

i can't feel the freedom..

i have another burden...

another responsible...

maybe this is debt for this family...

the burden getting heavier...

i know i have to bear it...

i am 18...

i must bear it...

but sometimes i just feel like nobody knows this...

i am sure someone out there having same situation...

at least peoples around me...friends around me...

they have no burden...

or burden maybe not heavier than mine...

i just cant find someone really know me...

nobody try to know me...

i have nobody to talk...

nobody really cares about me...

care about how i feel...

ya! even my parents...

i am just nothing...

aiks...